 We are going to discuss the nature of “grieving the future” by starting with an inquiry into the broader sense of being in the present moment-- the here and now. It all seems very simple: the present moment lies somewhere between the past and the future. With the Past and the Future labeled and reified as boundaries you can unequivocally declare that you are resting in the present. Past and Future provide the margins required to define the present. These boundaries are dependent upon a linear organization of time and space. Past is what has been, future is what will come, and present is here now. All of this is a construct created by you in every moment as a method of organizing your reality. Diving deep brings you to face the conundrum of a present that only exists if a Past and a Future exist, while understanding the need to stand in a now moment with Now having no separate existence.
Grieving the future emphasizes the linear construct of your reality. The term “grieving the future” describes the deep sorrow or mourning you feel over a future that is lost, changed, or no longer possible. It often arises in situations when hopes, dreams, or expectations for life, relationships, or the world are determined to be impossible. The deeper nature of the grief is a perfect example of suffering as the result of attachment to that which is ineffable. All grief is a holding on to the basic idea that something went wrong and living in the consequence of that wrong is sufferable. Grieving the future is a unique kind of grief because it's not about something that has already happened, but about something that is believed will never happen. This makes it complex, as you may struggle to process it without any tangible closure. It can feel ambiguous, frustrating, and even isolating. It starts with consciously or unconsciously identifying the present as lacking something which was supposed to guarantee a future. When the future unfolds without manifesting what was thought to be guaranteed, grief ensues. Usually, several attempts to change what is and fix things that are unfixable result in grief. If you want to address grief, we suggest that instead of identifying the grief as a problem to solve, observe emotions as they arise and let them self-liberate. Grief, when met with open awareness, transforms—not by suppressing it, but by seeing its nature as transient and luminous. Reality is already complete just as it is. Even in grief, there is nothing fundamentally wrong or lacking. This does not mean denying pain but recognizing that suffering arises when we resist the flow of what is. You use your conceptual past-present-future construct primarily to help you orient and navigate the present. Future seems to exist “out there” somewhere right on the boundary of where the present is no longer recognized. To create a sense of future you try to imagine all possible results of thoughts and actions labeled to be present. Creating future demands that you are always on the edge of the present and future, and always pushing the present behind you into the past. Truly, past and future, as well as present, are all conceptual constructs. There is no substantiality, the present moment cannot exist, the past and future are empty. Let go of your fixed, linear timeline, rest in the immediacy of awareness, and suffering dissolves naturally. Do not attach yourself to your ideas of future. No matter what the content of the ideas, it is the act of holding on, of clinging to and grasping for any future that creates the suffering. Here is where the deeper understanding of impermanence and the profound knowing of Great Perfection arise to free you. Emphasize the recognition of the natural, ever-present state of awareness, and approach "grieving the future" with a perspective rooted in impermanence. This does not dismiss the human experience of suffering. Compassion naturally arises when you see how your own and others' struggles come from clinging to illusions. Allowing spaciousness around grief—rather than resisting or indulging it—lets grief move through awareness like clouds in the sky. All thoughts of the future are just thoughts, do not solidify them. Trust the spontaneous unfolding of life rather than holding on to a specific path and allow grief to arise and fall away naturally. There is a lot of grief present in the world right now that is felt by all of humanity. Grieving the future has been generated by the consciousness of humanity legitimately in the habit of defining where they exist in the present relative to what they have determined to be past and future. Return to a sense of the timeless and dimensionless space of existence. Simply allow what is, and free yourself from the suffering and all grief associated with the future. Be as compassionate with yourself as you are with others, and allow loving awareness to guide you. |
